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By The Deathbed

by Matt Ford

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1.
Regret 09:45
No appetite, never hungry Sleep day and night, preserve energy Systems failing, shutting down Mouth so dry, regrets abound She was my light, she was my life Saw me through the days, and through the nights No oxygen, just restlessness, Words are few with my feeble breath Senses failing, skin is cold Disorientation, no dignity to behold I want to see her I want to see her I want to smell her If I could only hear her Cold, numb...too dull for crying Feeling my life slip away slowly... ...I'm dying...
2.
Afloat 06:53
Can feel myself slowing down Can feel my bones breaking down Can feel my will withering Can feel my shell shattering Creeping shapes surround me As the ground bubbles around me Must stay level Must stay level Must. Must. Must. Stay afloat. Stay afloat. Can feel them pulling down the threads Stay afloat.
3.
Candles 05:09
So many people with a house but without a home So many lives driven off their roads We ride together, but alone Where will you go when you've nowhere left to run? Where will you lay when you've no candles left to burn? Love could be around any corner Waiting like a knife But your heart is still bleeding from the first cut Where will you go when you've nowhere left to run? Where will you lay when you've no candles left to burn? Clinging so fast just to recreate the past But you know deep down inside that you'll never get it back Where will you go when you've nowhere left to run? Where will you go when you've no candles left to burn? Where will go when you've nowhere left to hide? Where will you lay when you're already dead inside?
4.
Firewalking 03:31
I wish to be wise enough To swallow my teenage pride From way back when I knew That I was always right I must learn to climb a wall Of my own building Of my own design One day I will be man enough To let go of the boy in me Until then I will try and grow Learn to let my feelings show Like they did when I was a child Before the child learned to hide Before the child died Isolation, dark and cold I never knew the strength I hold You'll see me walking through the fire And out into the light I hope you'll be proud of me
5.
Conflict 08:55
There is no starting gun Only a ticking bomb With silent violence Time will claim those sitting stagnant All of life's experiences converge to one single moment: death Time spent in conflict negates the very purpose of life Discard all sources causing stress and strife The ultimate gift to be taken away: life
6.
Blossom 04:10
A blossom petal, so fair A blossom petal, so pure, A blossom petal, just...hanging there And the wind blows... And the wind blows...
7.
Water where there is no well Viny flow'r and rosemay tree Water where there is no well What name will my true love tell? Viny flow'r and rosemay tree Valley where no sun do fall Viny flow'r and rosemay tree Valley where no sun do fall Grows no crop, no spring, no fall Viny flow'r and rosemay tree If you wash my shirt of lace Viny flow'r and rosemay tree If you wash my shirt of lace Be sure the buttons are in place Viny flow'r and rosemay tree Then my acre by the sea Viny flow'r and rosemay tree Then my acre by the sea Shall be halved up, my love, with thee Viny flow'r and rosemay tree
8.
Unravel 09:08
I'm still learning how to be a human Jigsaw puzzle life Riddle unravel Will I take the time to make myself whole? Sacrifice myself to appease everyone else Seal up my skin Never truly let you in Race against time A quickly ending life Identity revealed This is how I feel Will any one of you know what to do When the pressure is on? Will you be strong? I believe I can meet my own demands Do you understand? This is who I am I'm still learning how to be a human Jigsaw puzzle life Riddle unravel Will I find my way by my dying day?
9.
Leaves 01:11
Autumn leaves, the winds do sweep Time will soon bind us in eternal sleep
10.
Clawing at the cliff edge of consciousness Gravity sucks you down Grasping for a branch or a rock of hope Will you find it before you hit the ground? Breathe in the air Breathe every breath No time to spare Harvest well the seeds you sow Find your way And find it by your dying day Find your way home 'Consider, friend, as you pass by As you are now, so once was I As I am now, you too will be Prepare, therefore, to follow me' Haunted by The Pestilence, The Great Mortality Prayers won't save you now You can beg for mercy But you will not escape your destiny
11.
Serenity 07:53
In dreams we spend our days and our nights On a slippery slope our flicker of hope fades from our sights Yet still we thrive on our will to survive The instinctual drive which runs through our little lives With our minds we will envision new horizons With our hands we will reach out to the skies With our feet we will scale new altitudes And with our eyes we will watch the sun rise… ...with radiance and serenity

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released August 19, 2016

All songs written by Matt Ford, except 'Shirt Of Lace', traditional arr. by Matt Ford

All performances by Matt Ford

Produced, recorded and mixed by Matt Ford at The Mattcave

Drums recorded by Gary Thomas at Vulcan Studios, Liverpool

Mastered by Tom Woodhead at Hippocratic Mastering

Photography by Kirsten Whittle

Sleeve design by Kirsten Whittle and Matt Ford

Thanks to all involved in making the album, and to all who have shown interest and support along the way.

For Kirsten '...with radiance and serenity'

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Matt Ford Liverpool, UK

Working under his own name, Matt Ford is free from the restrictive constraints of a band name. Working on his own, he is liberated from the constant compromise which comes from playing in a band. He is able to be as schizophrenic and as multi-faceted as his artistic whim allows him to be. Matt Ford has no expectations to live up to, other than his own. The possibilities are endless. ... more

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